First Love
To talk to you
would be amazing
Come
talk to me
let it be amazing
Amaze me
I'm waiting
I wasn't ready
Yo had me so scared, i hiding
Love/Sex running (I wasn't good enough)
You were too high
I was way too low
I'm still waiting
For that summer it was all you
[I]
worked for you
ate for you
slept for you
played for you
dreamt about you
A life with you
Dog included
Incredible sex, I saw it [I know you've got it]
Wonderful love, I saw it [You showed it]
You had me hooked
….
Get me, Have me, Do me, Screw me
Wonder woman
Love you
-I Don't Know-
drifting in – and out
away
lost my r
that which must grow up by thisismyfate, literature
Literature
that which must grow up
sense what im thinking
im about to say
what im feeling
though im not drinking
im still picturing
a physical world
in which im still dreaming
where cartoons play
and where we can
have fun forever
lost in eternal transitioning
from child to man
still though
through the eyes of a child
infinite boundries i see
nowhere, never
can we be free
only through the eyes
of a child
does the clearest picture
of truth lie
with perfect vision
with only one decision
stay.
or grow old and gray
and
die with extreme precision
I no longer want to stay.
wear the mask.
put it on without question.
be followed with out following.
and
follow without being followed.
be art
contempory in nature
it's morphing time!
explicit, radical abstractness
put a mask on
exactly intact
as it were a yester-year
precisely guestimate my intention
mask, cover, all that exists
hide reluctance to discover what really fits
find self actually
blind self totally
define self rationally
confine self eternally
conquer self gradually
explode self continuously
and cease to discover self
put a mask on
defeat the task, the purpose of
identifying the unidentifiable .....................................
we are all destined
to control our
destinies first repent
for we are each
our own god
for we are each
our own religion
instead of god
as an outside entity
instead of religion
as an outside influence
we pray to ourselves
that we may get through the day
we sing and listen to sermon
so that we may build up our ego
so that god
will bless us
so that the congregation
will support us
as we continually
encourage our selfish nature
so that others
will experience ourselves as god
to thrive for excellence
and become godly
to thrive for perfection
and realize we are god
sweet scent inhaled
to lung's capacity
elation too, hot
images of mary smoking
with, jesus christ, he's choking
laying down
cemented
with willingness to drown
i thought i had left town
oh. let me live buried
underneath my mound
losing ability to pound
round after round
sickened and sickening
elation coming down
i do not flow
although
back and forth
is where i go
trembling and fearful
with so much of an afterglow
i do not flow
although
back and forth
is where i go
passive fashion
is distinctive extraction
ready/set/action
gaining traction
retroactive
sticky
multi - dimensional faction
desperately reacting
long time inactive
preoccupied with feeling
lost in translation
theory struck the nation
the chair
has me captured
left with
two options
watch the clock
tick
second by second
or
look through the door
shrouded in mystery
from where
its energy
its entity
stems from
is beyond
my comprehension
beyond the door
lies machinery
and one girl
where on earth
they have been compile from
is beyond anything
i can imag
i heard it's been strange - lately
been without change - lately
been flaky
hoping that it takes me
too daily
leave it to fate, please
relentless
leave it to fate, please
it's been strange - lately
toying with fate - lately
tastes better than - gravy
i dress to - plainly
too - blatantly
rest my books - flatly
against the stairwell that changes - seasonally
leave it to me
seeds concieved - believe in me
rest assured - it's all for free
lost, flatlining passionately
my personality, personally
hollow's eve is a blessing, considerably
free fly for me - religiously
come free fly with me - religiously
watch the sight blind
this is a dedication
to all the people
who want to die
open up your third eye
it will change you like
a shirt to dye
you slit your wrists
watch the falling bits
of blood drip, drip
all on a bad trip
heart rips
dew, due to the loss of blood
induced by the rope around
your kneck
be spontaneous in your actions
you'll worry alot less than fractions
sick of being sacked
backed
into corners
you'd rather be at the coroners
office
off it
don't plan it
be spontaneous
painless
for those of you
that want to die
don't cry
go for it
do it.
First Love
To talk to you
would be amazing
Come
talk to me
let it be amazing
Amaze me
I'm waiting
I wasn't ready
Yo had me so scared, i hiding
Love/Sex running (I wasn't good enough)
You were too high
I was way too low
I'm still waiting
For that summer it was all you
[I]
worked for you
ate for you
slept for you
played for you
dreamt about you
A life with you
Dog included
Incredible sex, I saw it [I know you've got it]
Wonderful love, I saw it [You showed it]
You had me hooked
….
Get me, Have me, Do me, Screw me
Wonder woman
Love you
-I Don't Know-
drifting in – and out
away
lost my r